it happened again.
something about my new boss
intimidates me.
rather than speak up
in today’s meeting, minor
comments were offered.
and even then I
stumbled on phrases. (sigh) why?
how can it be true?
i had hoped that my meek self
would be gone by now.
instead, she lingers.
much to my chagrin.
i have grown enormously.
this should be behind
me. I guess then, there
will always be something: to
work on, develop.
humans by nature
are far from perfect. growth comes
in the everyday.
i remain patient
for the next revelation
and can only pray
and can only hope
to step outside my self and
embrace change, again.